War of the Roses by edwardandbellabelong2gether.pdf

War of the Roses by edwardandbellabelong2gether

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/6020620/1/War_of_the_Roses

What do you do when you find out the one person who should never betray you...has? When

Edward & Bella have trouble conceiving and he turns to someone else for comfort...will she ever be

able to forgive him? AH Canon couples.

Prologue

BPOV

His total demeanor had changed. He was angry now because I was making him leave and not letting

him get his way.

He was still standing in front of me as he shoved his hands in his pockets before roughly grabbing my

hand. As he shoved my rings back on my finger he said, "I told you that I would put these back on for

you . I grabbed them when I made Charlie his breakfast this morning.

Nowanswermygoddamnquestions!

"Fine!" I shouted at him as I walked towards my window to give myself some breathing room.

IpointedoutthewindowThatbeautifulnewPorscheoutthereis mine ! I cut my hair to hurt you!

You lovemylongerhairIdontwanttodoanythingthatmakes you happy! That is the only reason I

cutmyhairthereisnotanotherone!RileyrescuedmefromtherainwhenIhadaflattireinthe

Volvo on the way to see my dad at the hospital. He also happens to be a lawyer !"

InoticedtherecognitioncrosshisfacethentherewasascowlsoIdecidedtopushtheknifeina

little further.

ThatsrightIvealreadytalkedtoalawyerRileysetmeupwithoneofhispartnersandshewillbe

handlingmycasegetreadytopay husband !" I yelled as I crossed my arms over my chest.

"Why the fuck are you consulting with lawyers, Bella? This is bullshit and you know it! We are not

gettingadivorce!Iwillnotallowitovermydeadfuckingbodywillourmarriagebedissolved!

I decided to put one final nail in our marriage coffin.

I slid my rings off my finger once again and threw them at him. "It's too late, Edward. The divorce is

happening. I want to be free of you and your lies!"

With that, I stormed into the bathroom and locked the door.

Edward followed me and banged on it relentlessly. "Goddamn it, open the fucking door or I will kick it

in, I swear to God!"

" Edward! Do I need to get my gun, son ?" I could hear Charlie yell from downstairs.

"Go Edward!" I yelled again.

I heard one final pound on the door and then his voice, FineImleavingbutremember

this sweetheart thatmoneythatyouusedtobuythatfuckingcaryoulovesomuchwas my

money! You will be sorry for this Bella. You are not going to divorce me and if you want to do this the

hardwaysobeit

My body slid down the door until I reached the bathroom floor.

How did I get here?

Chapter 1

BPOV

Thursday: August 14, 2008, Age 24

IcouldnotbelieveitSomethingwasnotrightIknewthattherewassomethinggoingonIcould

feel it in my gut.

It had been EdwardandmemywholelifeWegrewuptogetherourparentswerebestfriendswe

had the same circle of friends including his brother and sister and their significant others.

Edward and I were married right out of high school. We wanted to go away to college together as

husband and wife.

Our friends were supportive but our parents were doubtful that we would be able to make it work at

such a young age. They knew we were very much in love but they also knew the hardships of making

a marriage work.

However, we could not be apart. Therefore, we did it. We were married a month after our high

school graduation.

WealwayshadaveryhealthysexlifeWhenIsayhealthyImeanvery healthy asinwewere

never able to get enough of one another.

We always made time for each other and for our sexual appetites.

Edward and I had been married for seven years this past June. We did not celebrate our

anniversaryhehadto work Nordidwecelebratehisbirthday also in June. His sister, Alice, and I,

threwhimasurprisepartythathedidnotshowupforallegedlyalsobecauseof work .

HehadbeencoldanddistantforawhilenowandIsupposeIonlyhadmyselftoblameYousee

wehadbeentryingtogetpregnantforthelastyearandahalfOkayletmerephrasethat I was

trying to get pregnant for the last year and a half. Edward did not seem interested in it anymore.

We decided we would get pregnant after we had both finished college. However, we still continued

to put it off and I was frustrated. Finally, Edward came home one day and said he wanted us to start

trying. I was the happiest I had ever been.

Edward went to medical school and finished in the top of his class. Sure, he studied all the time and I

waslonelybutIknewthepricewewouldpayforhisdreamsIwasfine with it. I had my own

dreamsofbecomingafamouswriterNeverthelessIputthoseonholdtomakeacomfortable

home for him. I graduated from college, but I still had yet to do anything with my degree.

The plan was for me to be the caretaker of the housethechildrenandtobethedotingdoctors

wife. Edward had this perfect vision of wanting what his parents had. His father would go to work

every day and was one of the town's most beloved doctors. Esme stayed home and provided a

happy, loving environment for their children and Carlisle.

Edward seemed as if that was what he expected for us as well.

As long as I had my Edward, I was okay with that. But when I finally talked him into starting our

familywediscoveredaproblemWewerehavingaveryhard time getting pregnant. We went to

see a specialist and he ran many tests. They discovered that I had only one ovary and that it was a

lazy ovary. The doctor said this should not make it impossible for me to get pregnant but it could be

quite difficult.

We left the office discouraged but Edward told me that we would do whatever necessary to have a

baby. It was fun at first. We were going at it like bunnies. He was coming home whenever I called and

asked him to because I was ovulating. I would go to the hospital and 'surprise' him. It was as if we

were teenagers all over again.

EdwardalwayshadaveryhealthysexualappetiteEvenwhenwehadsexforthefirsttimeboth

beingvirginsitwasdifferentfromexperiencesIheardaboutfromotherwomenEdwardlasted

much longer than I had heard guys last their first time. I did not think he was ever going to stop.

WhileitwaspainfulatfirsthewassogentlethattheexperiencewasincredibleformeandIdid

cumourfirsttimetogetherwhereIhaveheardmost virgin girls do not have that experience their

firsttimeIfeltveryluckyblessedandsatisfiedwithmyEdward

I never could figure out what Edward saw in me. When I would express this to him, he would tell me I

was being absurd and that I did not see myself clearly. He told me that I was the most beautiful girl in

theworld his girltobeexactandthatIwashisbestfriend

I could not remember the last time he said that to me though.

Things came to a head a few weeks ago.

Flashback

I had called and asked him to come home because I was ovulating. He made it through the door

andtherewasnoforeplaynothingHejustpullingatmyclothesnotevenofferingmeakissWe

had been rough before but he was kind of hurting me this time.

I pushed him off me. "Edward what's wrong with you?"

" I'm just giving you what you want Bella. All you fucking care about is getting pregnant so let's get

to it. I need to fuck you so I can get back to work. I do have a fucking job and people who depend

on me!"

The tears stungmyeyesButIdidnotwanttoletthemfallEdwardhateditwhenIcriedHe

alwaystoldmeitbrokehisheartEventhoughhehadjusthurtmesomethinghewasdoingalot

latelyIdidnotwanttohurthiminreturn

" I depend on you too," I said in ashakyvoicethatdidnotmaskthefactIwasabouttocryasIhad

hoped.

HerolledoffmeJesusBellaareyougoingtofuckingcry?Thewaterworksarenotgoingtowork

today sweetheart. Are we going to do this or can I go back to work?"

" Just go," I sobbed as I rolled over and away from him.

" Fine, don't wait up. I'm working a double shift." Then he got up from the bed and left me there to

cry.

Of course, he was working a double shift. For the last few months, he always worked a double

shift. It felt as if he was avoiding being around me.

SomethingdidnotfeelrightIhadbeensuspiciousforawhilethathewascheatingonmebutI

was too afraid to find out the truth. I made a decision about four hours later and I decided to go to

the hospital and apologizetotrytoworkthingsoutafterwhathadjusthappened

OnlywhenIdrovetothehospitalIdidnotseemyhusbandscarintheparkinglotIwalkedinto

the nurses' station and asked them to page Dr. Edward Cullen. We always had to distinguish

between Edward and Carlisle or both of them would show up if they only paged 'Dr. Cullen' since he

and his father both worked here.

The nurse looked up at me and said, "Do you mean Dr. Carlisle Cullen?"

" No, I mean Edward."

" Oh well, I'm sorry. Dr. Edward Cullen got off from his shift two hours ago. But I can page Dr.

CarlisleforyouhesEdwardsfather

IcouldnotmovebreatheorspeakHegotofftwohoursagoWherethehellwashe?

Ohmygodhewascheatingonme

Myfearswererealandwhydidnt this bitch know who I was?

" Miss? Would you like me to page his father?"

I shook my head. "No, that won't be necessary."

I turned and left.

End flashback.

I did not question Edward about it because I knew he would get defensive and probably not tell me

the truth. The next day I went to lunch with Alice and Rosalie.

Alice was Edward's twin sister, while Rosalie was married to his brother Emmett. Alice was married

to Rose's brother, Jasper. I told them about what had been going on in my marriage. They both

assured me that it all had to be a misunderstanding because Edward would never do something like

that to me.

I still had my doubts and suspicions.

After lunch that day, I made the choice that led me to where I was at today. We had a radio show

here in Seattle on my favorite channel in the mornings. The two disc jockeys on the show always did

a segment on Thursdays called Rose Wars with Wendy and Adam.

In this segment, they would call someone's significant other to find out if they were cheating or not.

The woman, Wendy always called the person in question and offered them a dozen free red roses.

She would then tell them that they would be sent to the person of their choice. She then got the

person to give her a name for the card and a greeting for her to write on there.

All you had to do was email the morning show with your story and Wendy and Adam would read

over them and decide whom they wanted to pick each week.

I emailed them the same day that I had my lunch with Rose and Alice. Monday they called and said

that I had been picked for this week's show. This was it. I was going to find out if Edward was

cheating on me or not.

I was extremely nervous. I had hardly eaten since Monday when I found out I would be on this

week's show. I had to know and finally I was going to get my answer. I was scared. While one part of

metriedtotellmyselfIwasbeingsillytheotherpartofmewastellingmeawomanalwaysknew

and something was definitely off about Edward.

I called the radio station and waited for them to bringmeintotheshowOncetheygottomeIhad

to explain my story to everyone. I had to talk about the email that I wrote and why I suspected my

husband of cheating. It was humiliating to talk about this with strangers.

I did not know what else to do.

AdamspoketomeOkayBellaWendyisgoingtocallEdwardandofferhimtheflowersNowno

matterwhohesendsthemtoIamgoingtohavetocutinandtellhimyouvebeenlisteningand

why we're doing this. Okay? Are you ready?"

I took a deep breath. "I'm ready," I said shakily. One way or another, this was all going to be out in

the open soon. I was just praying it went the way I wanted it to go.

They dialed my husband's cell phone number. "Hello?"

"Yes can I speak to Edward please?" Wendy said to him.

"This is Edward."

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