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A Paramhansa Yogananda
Trilogy of Divine Love
By SRI DURGA MATA
(Ma Durga)
Joan Wight Publications
Beverly Hills, California
1992/93
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DEDICATION
This book is lovingly dedicated to our Guru, Paramhansa Yogananda, with a silent prayer that it bring
about a new awakening of his teachings, in the hearts and minds of disciples everywhere, a prayer that
has grown with ever greater love and intensity within the heart of Sri Durga Mata over the more than
65 years of service to her Guru and to his principal disciple, Rajasi Janakananda.
This book is also dedicated to our Beloved Sri Durga Mata by we, her children, who have for years
lovingly known her simply as "Ma." For the last 35 years other more than 65 years of service, she has
devoted her life to extensive personal counseling and leading group meditations and classes on the
teachings of Paramhansa Yoganandaji and Patanjali.
– The Editor
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IN MEMORIAM
Sri Durga Mata 1903-1993
My intention was to have Ma's (Durga Mas) autobiography off the press by the first week in
January. I had been informed her health was failing, and my greatest hope was that she would see the
finished product of her book before she passed. There were six dear and beautiful souls ("Ma's Kids")
who worked day and night to make this dream come true, but unfortunately, "man proposes, while
God disposes."
My typesetter, a kind and compassionate young man, had a copy of Ma's book bound as a
manuscript, with the beautiful look only typesetting and design of type can provide. I was able, through
his efforts, to show Ma how beautiful her book would be. As she lay in her bed I held the book up for
her to see. A big, beautiful smile came over her face and her eyes showed their approval. My final
promise to Ma was that her book would be off the press and on sale by March or April of this year.
She smiled her approval, and at approximately 8:15 a.m. on Saturday morning, January 16, 1993, the
morning of the beginning of celebrations for Paramhansa Yoganandas centennial at Self-Realization
Fellowship, International Headquarters, Mt. Washington, our beloved Ma entered Maha Samadhi, the
Yogi's final conscious exit from this body. She had left this world to join her Beloved Guru and those
disciples who had gone before. I had been allowed to see her once in the morning around 10:00 a.m.
and once again in the early evening as her body lay on her bed in her room. Her skin was as soft,
beautiful, and radiant as it had been in the morning when I first saw her. At first her mouth was slightly
opened. I was informed after I left it was noticed her mouth had closed into a most beautiful and
loving smile. Her eyes were open, and though the expression was remote, they were clear and sparkled
with a depth and beauty all those who knew Ma will associate with her. Wherever we moved about in
her room, all those nuns who came to pay their last respects will testify that her eyes seemed to follow
them wherever they went.
Her ashes are interned in an unmarked crypt in Forest Lawn in Glendale, California, with other
nuns who have passed in the service of Self-Realization Fellowship, in the Slumber Room near the
final resting place of Paramhansa Yoganandaji.
Already there are devotees who testify to seeing Ma outside her body, even before they knew she
had passed, and I am certain as time goes on, there will be many more testimonials as to the help,
guidance and joy being felt by disciples everywhere by her holy and blessed presence. In the words of
that beautiful chant, "One thousand Vedas do declare, Divine Mother’s everywhere."
Bless all those beautiful and devoted souls who have so lovingly and selflessly devoted their time,
their energies, their whole beings to the completion of this divine endeavor.
Thank you, beloved Ma, for the many years of training you gave to this soul and for the many
years you allowed me to serve you, and to all who had the benefit of your darshan . In Master's love,
we'll meet again.
– Jai Guru, Jai Ma
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PREFACE
Sri Durga Mata has given over 65 years of her life in loving service and obedience to her Guru. It
is with humbleness and gratitude, we her children are taking this opportunity, on the 100th anniversary
of Paramhansa Yoganandaji's birth, to introduce her book to disciples everywhere. We sincerely hope
you the reader will receive inspiration, guidance, and a large measure of the spiritual joy we received in
printing it. The following is a spiritual journey with Durga Ma, her Guru, and his chief disciple, Rajasi
Janakananda.
Durga Mas life did not end when Master and Rajasi left this world, though she thought it would.
Instead, her life took a new turn and over the next 35 years she became mother, counselor, friend,
psychologist, and confidante, for Masters many disciples. For many years her phone was busy night
and day, for those who needed physical, mental, and spiritual guidance. She has never turned away a
sincere appeal for help, regardless of the persons race, religion, or gender. Her love is always there, her
forgiveness is always there, all we have to do is ask. She would often say, "It doesn't matter how many
times you fall, as long as you pick yourself up and start again."
Ma would say, "He always sends me the ones with the strong will, the rebels, the ones no one else
can do anything with." I too was one of those rebels, whom Ma has, after many years, managed to
tame.
Besides personal and group counseling, Ma became a master at many different art forms.
She used with great dexterity, watercolor, oil, and acrylics, which she liked the best. Over the years,
she has composed and written many chants. A few appear in this book. She has sculpted beautiful
statues of our Masters, of Rajasi (which Marjorie BenVau now has), of Master, and of the Beloved
Mother, Sri Ananda Moyi Ma. Mas writings are unparalleled in their beauty and heartfelt devotion to
Master.
Ma never liked to sew, it was tedious and time consuming, she felt, but she taught herself, and
became a master tailor and seamstress.
No can hold a candle to Ma's cooking. She can take the blandest food, and with a little touch here,
and a little touch there (her French touch), turn it into a gourmet's delight.
Now, at the end of the eleventh hour, when her life is fading, a child here cries once more, for the
tender, loving arms of its mother to embrace and protect, to succor and love it as of old. She has
promised that she, with Master, will always be there for us. All we have to do is call, "Ma, Ma," and she
will be there to help us, to soothe us, sometimes to discipline and scold, and to lead us back home.
I love you, my Ma, now and forever more. Thou art mine, I am Thine.
– Joan Wight
Los Angeles
December 17,1992
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"All too often we praise dead saints and persecute living ones."
– Author unknown
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