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THE
DEVIL
& THE
GODDESS
Gyrus
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THE DEVIL &
THE GODDESS
MEDITATIONS ON BLOOD,
SERPENTS & ANDROGYN Y
hat which an age feels to be evil is
usually an untimely after-echo of that
which was formerly felt to be good—the
atavism of an older ideal.
Friedrich Nietzsche
Copyright © 2006 by Gyrus
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First published as a booklet under the name Samuel Lawson, The Unlimited Dream Company, Leeds, 1997
Second edition (revised) published by The Unlimited Dream Company, Leeds, 1998
Third edition published by Norlonto, London, 2000
Thanks for inspiration and help: Chris Knight, Michael Dames, Phil Hine, Zwee, Julian, John Eden, the Neolithic
residents of the Marlborough Downs & Rombald’s Moor
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I nt ro d u c t I o n
The following writings began as a short article written in reaction to numerous interviews
I had read with ‘Satanic’ or ‘black metal’ bands (in Esoterra magazine). I got very tired of their
knee-jerk social Darwinism, their philosophy of “the strong over the weak”. Metal bands will never
be the best exponents of any philosophy, and Satanism shouldn’t be judged according to their
interviews. Nevertheless, their simplistic view of nature’s laws (which in any case should be seen
as nature’s habits ) encapsulate many quibbles I have with the social Darwinist shades of Satanism,
and occultism in general. here are a lot of much more enlightened strains of the ‘left-hand path’,
as these writings will hint at. hese strains usually attempt to transcend the left/right dualism of
occult morality, a false dichotomy where self-interest and concern for others are seen to be mutu-
ally exclusive.
While I’m not a Satanist, not even strictly a practising occultist, occultural philosophies have
a deep inluence on my world-view and life. I read widely on these subjects, and though I love
toying with ideas, maps and models for intellectual amusement, I ind that I’m with Nietzsche
when he says, “I do not know what purely intellectual problems are.” So what began as a somewhat
playful little jab at the shaky foundations of social Darwinism gradually evolved into an outpour-
ing of the visions and intuitions that my recent experiences, research and relection have led me
to. It’s an exorcism of sorts, an attempt to externalize the insights, feelings and perceptions that
I often ind looding into me, seemingly unbidden, but later seen to be exactly what I needed to
shift my world-view out of a stale or narrow perspective. I ind it’s only through externalizing these
cascades of insight that I can make room for more to arrive.
My research is not strictly ‘scholarly’. Dreams, drugs, sex, conversations with truckers who
give me lifts, synchronicity-laden trails that lead me to books I wouldn’t usually notice, trashy
movies, walks in the countryside, emotional breakdowns, lazy days, playing with kids... all these
play a more signiicant role in the evolution of my ideas than the traditional academic activities
of ‘thinking’ and ‘reading’. And, when I really look at it, I can’t imagine that this is anything new.
Life isn’t cut into categories in the way that the division of academia into diferent disciplines
pretends it is. Everything inluences everything else, and I think what I’m doing is just consciously
recognizing this... and then writing.
hat said, some of the material here is quite ‘dense’, laden with associations which might
come to me, immersed as I am in it all, without much efort, but which may ask a lot more of the
reader than passive word-by-word consumption. As far as this sort of writing goes, I try to tread
a precarious path between making myself clear and passionately wanting to be a ‘sounding board’.
I want to leave gaps, be oblique, allow space for the reader to enter into my thoughts, fuse with
them to an extent, and come away with more than ‘information’. I’m not in the business of handing
people complete, air-tight systems of ideas on a plate. I don’t think you can show something to
someone that they haven’t already seen; but I know from my own experience that we’ve all seen a
lot more than we often pretend. I want to try to help people remember this. Also, the nature of the
areas dealt with here means that words can never present a view of them that is even close to being
‘complete’. All they can do is suggest, trigger, and point. Exactly what they will suggest, trigger
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of or point to will depend on who you are and where you are. Ideally, you’ll take more of yourself
away from this than you will of me.
Many of the ideas here utterly contradict beliefs I held two years ago. I don’t doubt that two
years from now I’ll be of somewhere else. As Alan Watts said, “I am not one who believes that
it is any necessary virtue in the philosopher to spend his life defending a consistent position. It
is surely a kind of spiritual pride to refrain from ‘thinking out loud’, and to be unwilling to let a
thesis appear in print until you are prepared to champion it to the death.” his doesn’t mean I don’t
want people to criticize this writing. Yes, these are my present opinions, but they will change—and
I only got here by having my opinions challenged, as well as ‘conirmed’ by experiences and other
people. I never want this process to stop.
here are several diferent, but subtly related parts to these writings. I call them “medi-
tations” because although there are clear conceptual threads weaving throughout the diferent
sections, there is no attempt at a coherent ‘argument’. Parts of it relate to and relect of others
parts in ways I never anticipated; no doubt many of the intended resonances will fall lat. As I said
before, language, being linear, just can’t accurately describe the ideas and modes of experience I’m
dealing with. All I can do is spin words, my own and the sampled words of others, around these
things, revealing a fragment here, a fragment there, but still leaving mere fragments. Each trying
to describe the same underlying thing, each relecting a diferent part of it, in the hope that a
multitude of linear perspectives can come closer to representing this non-linear vision.
Firstly, there are some arguments about the philosophical underpinnings of what has come
to be known as Satanism in modern occulture. his section, being the original seed-article, could
stand on its own, but hopefully the reader will soon see its intimate relevance to the other medita-
tions as they’re unravelled. hen, taking its cue from the ubiquitous urge to uncover spiritual
fertility buried beneath centuries of Christian domination, there is a speculative look at the genesis
of the Devil—and what lies beyond.
t h e d ev I l & t h e t a o
As far as the philosophical underpinnings of Satanism go, one of the best places to start is
with Friedrich Nietzsche. While he had nothing (consciously) to do with Satanism, his work is
frequently cited by Satanists and modern occultists, and I think more than a few Satanists see
themselves as ‘Nietzschean’.
It has to be said before setting of that Nietzsche was acutely, probably painfully aware of
how his ideas may be misinterpreted. He loathed the idea that people, “like plundering troops”,
may pick and choose titbits from his books to use for their own purposes, disregarding material
contrary to their own agendas. he racist misinterpretations (far too weak a word!) of the German
Nazi party are the most blatant case in point. hat said, I disagree with some of his work. In the
end Nietzsche was no ‘system-builder’—he erected no ediice that must be accepted entirely or fall
to the ground. He was an experimentalist , and perpetually played with and revised ideas. It is in this
spirit that I read Nietzsche; and here I’m looking at him with an eye to reveal a few misinterpreta-
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